...is that you need one of two things that I don't have: (a) to be extraordinarily talented (or a pretty young girl), or (b) not to care about putting out high-quality or interesting videos. Neither applies to me.
Now I have a backlog of things I want to do, and neither the energy or confidence to do them. I've tried to shoot the response to the debate half a dozen times, and whatever wasn't completely incomprehensible was way too long and boring. Same goes for another video I've been trying to shoot based on notes on a philosophical definition of the word 'faith'.
My perfectionism isn't just killing me there. I have a half-finished essay on the Holy Family sitting on my computer desktop that mocks me whenever I look at it. ARGH. Paralyzing perfectionism SUCKS. God help me.